Nameless Meaning

Never felt like this before…it seems I’m back to square one…where once I started in themes of red all surrounding me. I still believe in this” All for the Best” and this belief is never gonna change, coz I feel as each day passes by and the same way as one goes farther from reality into the mystic realms , at the same time one is brought closer to the depth of the meaning of what we all cherish-”Life”. Wish it was all too easy to understand. But I pretend that I don’t coz u see, I don’t have the time...and I pretend again.

Pretensions, facades, confusions, bring mirth to it and while trying to find my way out I often get lost. And why not…isn’t it fun to be lost in a mirage to gauge as to who comes to your rescue. You might find someone, or may sometimes be disappointed. “Well, no one’s come today too.”I cry out loud. Till when do I need to play this game of getting lost and being found again. I’m long bored of all this. Can’t be what I am. Probably during this game I’ve lost myself somewhere long back. Please help me find that part, that which is still seated in some deep, dark corner where I fail to reach…or maybe I don’t want to reach…!!! Only He can tell.

You and only You!!!

Feeling so anonymous in this whole wide world
I often wonder if this were the same me.
Lost in these trampling paths,
I try to hold myself, whilst I may fall
Is it really difficult or just a game of mind?
Random postings of thoughts show me no way
I might get strayed lest you hold on to me
I fear the unknown, the perilous
Failing to understand what bothers me
I wish these unanswered questions could leave some strands open,
And lead the way to this deep seated anxiety

Take me please where I am myself
To a place were lies conviction, belief and faith
You are the one, the only one
And I thank Him for it
When His divine intervention showered a new meaning
A meaning to exist and sustain
You’ve given me the credence- “I do mean”
When I felt there wasn’t any

Show me the way again
The way you’ve led me
And take me back
To a world, which I can call my own.