You'll always be with me :)

So rightly had I once said….back to square one!! Life is like a spring..it brings you back to the point where u begun. Interesting, isn’t it..? In these lanes lay my fondest memories..I’ll treasure them for life. Sometimes things just happen because they have to..no reason can be attributed..no cause justified. Probably it was just meant to be…not meant to last. But I still don’t regret anything and why should I. I always believe everything teaches you something and shapes ur life in many interesting ways.

Why is life so complicated? Wish it could be as simple as writing on this blog and I could write off all my worries and transcend them into this sheet of paper and the next moment would be as lively as I wanted it to be. But it isn’t simple..Something I’ll take along with me..something that we shared..so ubiquitous , yet so unique. Dear….I’ll love you….always!!

Sometimes you wanna fight but dont have a reason to..sometimes you have many reasons but you wish to sit idle. There is a fighter in us, a dreamer in us..and i wish i could diffrentiate between the two. The dreamer in me wants to fight so that i can live upto it. But why is it , that sometimes you feel that all u've ever wanted was never meant to be for you. The one whom u've been fighting for doesnt exist, it does'nt hold the meaning you've wanted to associate it with. Everythings a mirage, a dillusion and i strive to come out of it. Dont wanna get wandered but i always do...

Yesterday, i fought for Harry Potter..probably i wouldnt have fought otherwise..but dont know why..i just wanted to prove something..something for which i didnt get any credit..not even from myself. I've always loved living life for a reason..be it temporary..but there's always a reason for each moment. But when my life loses it's reason..it gets boring..drab..the way its turning out to be. Probably the fault lies with me....dont wanna think..coz i think too much.

Why is Life not always tranquil??

Some things in life..I can never understand. This dilemma is taking over me..not letting me live. I wish I could choose..but to err is human and human I am. Walking through these lanes tonight, so many fondest memories it holds and all I can do is nothing but walk past them.

Strange lessons does this place teach me..wouldnt have ever learnt sitting in the warmth of Mom’s womb, ..of love, anger, hatred, frustration, peace..Life’s a game of the bargaining power one holds (just learnt in the strategy class today). Someday I am the gainer and on others I am the loser. But why is it,that I feel I am losing my self these days. Couldn’t believe I could ever be in this situation.

Let not life take on you, but you have to take on life. Let not people take you for granted. This world is all about creating value and you will be at peace only if you create value for yourself.